It has been quite a while since I typed a ` worth reading post ‘ . I usually just post up pictures with half fun captions to amuse myself . Don ‘t get me wrong , it’s not that I dislike writing ( I love writing although I’m obviously bad at it ) , it’s just that I’m a lazy bum …BUM with a capital B .

How am I these days ? I’d love to stay positive and say that I’m doing good , everything has been a breeze and life couldn’t be better …but that would be a lie . Personally , I feel exhausted , insecure and downright angry at times . People get their bad days , I’m having my emotional week at the moment .

Money is coming in steadily , shows are popping up by the bundle . Next week , I have a show in Johor Bahru, a live show on Fly.FM , followed by a show in Klang and finally and show by Christien’s management . Tomorrow on the other hand , I have a shoot for Talents Magazine followed by a self promotion at Kid Chan’s Villa in section 17 . How am I going to breath ? Please don’t forget that I am also on the verge of completing a thesis in Perak . With the traveling and concentration needed , I sometimes feel like crying on my smelly bed . Not the most manly thing to resort to , but …aiz .

People say, what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger . I guess there is a blessing behind all these jobs and stress . I really hope it makes me a better person .

A lot of problems have been knocking on my door for the past days so much so I’m having nightmares at night . Yeah , I’m like … WHAT IS GOING ON ? I wish I could just go to someone right now and say ` I had a nightmare … and lie down on her lap and doze off like a baby’ ….easier said than done .

I had a tiring day today , sent Yen Chi back to the Aeroline Bus stand in 1U then went off to a casting for a Mentos commercial . Gotta prepare for tomorrow now ….Gdnite guys , wish me well .

A few pictures of Yen Chi and me after she got back from Paris …

Celebrating her birthday at EL CERDO ….

Clubbing at ZETA BAR ….