It is never an easy sight seeing your girlfriend leaving . Heck , I’ve never even used the term `girlfriend ‘ ever when I referred to Yen Chi in my blog . This proves how melancholic I am right now .

Life here would definitely be different without her . More time with friends I never took initiative to look up and abundant of lonely dinners . How exiting .

It worries me sick of how she would adapt on her new job . Flying around the world , seeing new places , meeting new people . Sometimes I question myself on why am I studying the things that I’m studying right now . I just had dinner with a few people from University and even they had doubts on the level of stupidity that went into the decision of committing 5 years of a person’s life in studying something they dislike .

To be honest , Chi was one of the reasons I kept my sanity while doing engineering . Every time I lost my temper or a screw fell down from my head, I had someone to call and bash the whole world for their wrong doings …and somehow , she’s support me , no matter how crazy my qualms were .

My relationship with my parents took a huge U-turn after they made the decision to sent me off to a desoluted place I’d like to call hell . To say I dislike that place would be a huge understatement . That place changed my perception of the world in a huge way . Till today I can never forgive my parents for not knowing better . Allthough bold , I still believe that I would have been much more sucessful If I’d held my stand and did what I wanted to do .

Chi was always there when I had one of my tantrums . My girlfriend has a very strong character . She taught me so much over the time we were together , which is almost 2 years now . She tells me the direction on the roads when I get lost because I don’t know KL that well ( She’s my GPS receiver ) , she tells me children stories before I sleep like `the 3 little pigs ‘ and `sleeping beauty ‘ , she bakes me cookies , she bites me , she gives me 1 min hugs , she gets me Burberry T-shirts , and most of all , when most things fail , she’s there for me .

I’m happy for her that she’s going to be doing something that she likes and have the oppourtunity to see the world at the same time . I really am . She ’s going to me making more than twice of what some senior engineers rake in a month .. and that is a lot .

I’m going to miss her .