I got an important e-mail today …I also have very very important decisions to make that will alter my future in the coming weeks . Fuuh , sweating as I type this …

To be honest , I never really got to enjoy my youth as I thought I would . Never had the chance to enjoy my life as I imagine I had due to some stupid decision makings by some people . Aaah, at 21 and turning 22 soon , the decisions I’m about to make will change my whole life to adulthood . What on earth happened to my youth ?? No college life and university life was a nightmare I’d like to forget …Well if there even was a `University life ‘ . More like living in a deserted piece of shit . Thinking about it , I really wasted by whole youth in Godforsaken UTP . Really don’t know how stupid can some people get . My blood boils everytime I think about this .

Oh well , although I’m in an angry mood tonight , here’s a picture of me with another gun , a 9mm at the back of a BMW X3 . It was taken by the driver who owns so many guns ! He even wears a bullet proof vest ! Wish I can shoot something later at the provinces to release stress . I tell you, the psychological trauma experienced at UTP will last a lifetime . I have never been such an angry person before I went to UTP , but sometimes these days I blow up at people like nobody’s business . I even fought with a policemen in Tronoh and had to be held back . When I look back now , I could have even gone to jail ..

And thanks to Christine who sent me pictures of my performance at the Jobs DB carrier fair in KLCC . Here they are . Christine and her team were a gem to work with during the whole event .

Fuuh, what an angry post . Going to chill down and gulp some cold milk now .